pl_dennis

Sometimes I hope he kills all of you.
Even me.

I don't understand.
What's happening to me?

I hate cameras.

I'm not terribly fond of boys who look like girls.

Colin really loved Quidditch.
He was never any good at it, no one ever played with him, but he watched every single game and I think if he could have played it would have been like a dream come true.
That's why I'm playing.
That's why I'm trying.
He can, somehow, live on through me.
I'm going to live his dreams for him.

Private to Self
I can talk about him without wanting to plunge myself off the tower.
Finally.
I'm not sure what's happening with me but... it feels better.

I'm sorry Fang.
Sorry this world is ruled by incompetent, reactive idiots.
You'll be missed.

Feels like I've been asleep a long time.
What's going on around here?
I don't understand anything at all.
Whatever.

I'll just focus on my studies.

Sea of madness,
to a dense, quiet fog.
Not quite sure what to make of it.

I think I might be more alone then I knew.

Death has grown used to this place.

Please ignore my previous post and comments.
Clearly I was in a distressed state of mind.
Obviously I mean no one any harm.

Private
It begins today.
One day they will cower at my name.
But not yet.
/Private

You know what?
I don't want anything to do with pureblooded wizards anymore.
You all can just stay away from me.

They can declare war on us well I can declare war on you just as quickly.

Ugh.

I wonder if dreams have any significance?
Private
Lately I have this reoccurring dream. A lot of weird, disturbing shit happens in it. Nothing that's actually happened but stuff that could possibly happen. I don't believe in devination or anything like that but I'm starting to worry maybe this dream is a premonition.
And if it is, I'm a little scared.
/Private
Ok. I'm feeling a bit lost here people. Anyone care to hang out with a completely lame guy?

It's nice they let me come back but I have a year of catch up that I still haven't finished. Three months? That's not enough time.

I guess what I'm saying is I need some help. Anyone willing to tutor me?

I can understand why people are threatening to kill themselves over this virus thing.

You never know what you could or couldn't live without until it's taken from you.

But that's why there is a team of professionals with these people trying to help them cope and learn to function again.

Right now we need a bit more compassion and a bit less judgment.

And life goes on, as it always does.
Are you ready for what the future is bringing?
Can you accept what the past has forgotten?